bad news (for me). in a deep state of poor, i realised that if i'm going to be able to continue doing anything (catching the train, catching the bus, buying a coffee, buying anything, etc) then i'm going to have to re-enter the depressing world of employment.

my last job had me considering death rather than serving coffee to a bunch of rude tourists every weekend when i could have been doing other thing like still being in bed or eating toast. that's an exaggeration but the point is my job was shit.

sadly, i've reached the decision that i need to get another job. but this time the job will be entirely unrelated to coffee in every way.

with a whole lot of 18th birthday parties coming up i feel obliged to bring some wort of alcoholic beverage other wise, feeling bad, i'll sit in the corner drinking tap water all night. sadly this costs money, something i don't have, as you probably picked up.

in other news- it's raining again! wow, what a bloody surprise! here's a picture of my beautiful view. i use this window (yes, it's broken) to look out upon the town and survey my kingdom.my favorite hangout, where i eat, draw, watch movies, study* and avoid the household cats (to no prevail) *lie
this is it in it's current statemy dear friend Peats. almost one year old (a personal goldfish best!), he keeps me company while i eat and is infinitely cooler than the cats

yes

It's 12:43am, way past my bedtime, and i feel kind of sick so i can't get to sleep. To deal with this situation i decided it would be best for me to write a post on here. I warn you it will be desperately boring so i understand if you wish to quickly close this page while you have the chance- i won't be offended. Mostly because i won't know, which is why this is such a good opportunity for you to ignore me without any feeling getting hurt! This is a very stupid post. Hmm...
I have to go back to school on monday. Lame. But on the bright side- last year of school! Next time i study it'll be something i actually want to be learning about! Well, i suppose i'd better leave before i write something even more pointless than the afore mentioned stupid