Today I woke up at 3pm after staying up all night with some people I like and some people that aren't so good. Drugs and drinking and ball park music. I've been drawing and sitting around and watching the father ted. I haven't been eating very much and I've been tired and I seem to be breaking in the literal sense hah.

Today is a day for watching the it crowd in bed with Hamish, that guy that I love.

Oh my larks

This has been such a long morning. It's 6am and I'm coming down alone on a station because the people that are usually there to comedown with are being well boring. I keep crying, I was so lonely. Like proper lonely, the kind of lonely where you feel sorry for yourself and then you feel bad about feeling sorry for yourself and try to get it together. I miss my boyfriend, he's at home asleep. And I went to the only bakery I could find that was opened and I bought him a custard tart. And it only just occurred to me that he won't be able to eat it while its hot. Lame.

Speed on a Monday morning is not a habit I want to get into.

I want to sleep sooooo bad. I guess I'll just shower and watch father yes instead. Aw yeah summer Monday mornings

the time when ireland happened

loads of stuff has happened and i don't know how i feel about everything, it's all pretty crazy. i'm so happy for summer coming and festival season and sunniness and so many other things. i've finished school, just about to start working, just about to move out of home and also i'm in ireland right now which is pretty cool.
and even though ireland is lovely and there's heaps of greatness and rainbows (mostly of the literal kind) i've never been more excited for anything than i am to get back to australia. i'm sorry i ever doubted you australia, you're actually a really cool guy. then theres friends and family and boyfriend and australian tea bags :'|

i got some nice pictures. i'm happy. i've also been drawing loads because i've had a lot of time seeing as we're staying with my great-grandma who lives in a not very happening neighbourhood. it's been nice and it's definitely made me appreciate just how awesome my australian people are, they're going to get such a fucking hug.

so, yeah, i'm back! 

there have been some not so good times involving an eating disorder i've had for a few years and counselors i'm being forced to see as a result. that's about it, really. in order to avoid annoying everyone with boring tales about things of this nature i created a new more boring, more depressing blog here. 

sorry i've been away for a while, i'm certain that everyone has been missing my exciting blog updates but not to worry, i am back. 

it's autumn :')

i'm so happy for autumn! how good is autumn? it's the best thing ever! that's pretty much all i have to say on the subject of autumn, now for some upsetting news.

i had to write an essay yesterday. it was not a good thing. i had to sit down, on the computer and NOT go on things like facebook and blogger. well, i did do that, but at the same time i had to write an essay which really took away from the whole experience.

aww yeeaah, doing homework.. well, "doing"...

artistic representation of Jacinta's mood

Anyway... some good things also happened, like, that weren't homework related. but o don't have time to write about them right now as i'm actually supposed to be getting ready for tafe. i will recount the good times at a later date! *BIG KISS*

bad news (for me). in a deep state of poor, i realised that if i'm going to be able to continue doing anything (catching the train, catching the bus, buying a coffee, buying anything, etc) then i'm going to have to re-enter the depressing world of employment.

my last job had me considering death rather than serving coffee to a bunch of rude tourists every weekend when i could have been doing other thing like still being in bed or eating toast. that's an exaggeration but the point is my job was shit.

sadly, i've reached the decision that i need to get another job. but this time the job will be entirely unrelated to coffee in every way.

with a whole lot of 18th birthday parties coming up i feel obliged to bring some wort of alcoholic beverage other wise, feeling bad, i'll sit in the corner drinking tap water all night. sadly this costs money, something i don't have, as you probably picked up.

in other news- it's raining again! wow, what a bloody surprise! here's a picture of my beautiful view. i use this window (yes, it's broken) to look out upon the town and survey my kingdom.my favorite hangout, where i eat, draw, watch movies, study* and avoid the household cats (to no prevail) *lie
this is it in it's current statemy dear friend Peats. almost one year old (a personal goldfish best!), he keeps me company while i eat and is infinitely cooler than the cats

yes

It's 12:43am, way past my bedtime, and i feel kind of sick so i can't get to sleep. To deal with this situation i decided it would be best for me to write a post on here. I warn you it will be desperately boring so i understand if you wish to quickly close this page while you have the chance- i won't be offended. Mostly because i won't know, which is why this is such a good opportunity for you to ignore me without any feeling getting hurt! This is a very stupid post. Hmm...
I have to go back to school on monday. Lame. But on the bright side- last year of school! Next time i study it'll be something i actually want to be learning about! Well, i suppose i'd better leave before i write something even more pointless than the afore mentioned stupid